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I don't update this since forever.

First of all, i wanna to apologize all people i fill your inbox with my favs :+fav: and :+favlove:, i really had short time to check my account and save your amazing jobs :deviation:. Last time was in november 2008, ^^; Sorry.

There's no so much to tell, a lot of the same thing---> work, reading thesis stuff, home, going crazy with this fucking weather (i hate summer), and once in a while i try to write for my sanity's sake :shakefish:

Since 6 months i got an account in livejournal, it's great, i met a lot of amazing people. 3 of them are from my city so i don't feel just connecting with guys from across the hemisphere. They're really cool :nod:

If my grammar and spelling are wrong, sorry i'm out of practice with my english ^^;

I got to go, take care :bye:

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Fake friends

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This is no a random site, this is a web site where we can show our love to art and nothing more. This girl is making a point and i support her.

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Her journal:

"No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends"

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And i do believe in art in every way.

I'm so tired now, i'got to get back to study (me study no more plz / no querer estudiar más) @.@
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Siempre chekeo mi mail y mi cuenta aqui en DA con tanta premura pero por un tema como este creo que bien vale la pena tomar un tiempo.

Por fa terminen de leerlo ya que creo que es una forma de mantenerse alerta. Odio cuando algo tan bueno como esta página es usado por personas tan desiquilibradas y lo convierten en algo terrorífico y uno se tiene que poner a la defensiva. Creo que por eso es tan difícil dejar de ser tan mal pensada, y buenas personas a veces pagan pato.

Pensar que en algunas ocasiones por falta de tiempo yo favoriteo varios trabajos, gracias a esta información se que esto se podría malinterpretar. Es bueno saberlo para no cometer esos errores.

En fin, quería copiar este journal de una artista que me encanta, que pasó esta información sobre lo que le ha pasado a su amiga y creo que es MUY IMPORTANTE leerlo. Es mejor estar al tanto de este tipo de situaciones para tomar cartas en el asunto.

Rose

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THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ! THIS INVOLVES YOUR SAFETY ON DA

I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (!jere1234, !Caeruleum, !kyakuchuu -- all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine,*Kays-elle-belle . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becoming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!

Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here *Kays-elle-belle . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.

:devkays-elle-bell:'s Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

!jere1234 IS !Caeruleum IS !kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account !kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart for their own good and seem kind of innocent but mostly very mysterious. I have never let on in this site where I live as far as I know, all of my friends sites that are nearbye me say they live in different places (Luxembourg, Canada, UK, anywhere...) and I was afraid that the longer I spoke to him and tried to be polite because I wasn't sure, the longer I had to slip up somehow and for him to figure out where I live if this was truly his intent.

Well hopefully DA will do something about this, no more little girls need to be preyed upon from the comfort of their own homes. I am not a stupid girl, just too naive. Now that I started investigating it further I have found that this is DEFINITELY the same man, seeing as his first site has some of the same poems that are placed on the second site, and the second site has NUMEROUS poems that are placed on the site he is using now, !kyakuchuu. Some under a different name, but nonetheless, the same poems. That in itself should be grounds enough for being banned from the website. That's more than harassment, that's online stalking.

IF THIS MAN CONTACTS YOU DO NOT SPEAK TO HIM
please I am begging you, complain to DA so they will do something
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Es decir, que horrible es no saber como usar los stamps, y demás. En livejournal me pasa lo mismo, realmente necesito un tutorial.

Pero no descansaré hasta lograrlo o morir en el intento.

HE DICHO!!!!
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Puedo secar mis lagrimas en tu cabello?, me dejarías abrazar tus ilusiones y protegerlas? podría sostener tus temores para que no caigan sobre tí? De alguna forma quiero estar presente en tu vida aunque todo en mi ser me grita que tu nunca fuiste mio y es imposible extrañar algo que no se conoció.

Contar tus defectos, recordarlos y pesarlos ya no es suficiente para tratar de olvidar y destruir los castillos que con alegria construi, debería reirme de mi misma pero la risa se me colo y solo dejo grandes gotas saladas que marcan mi piel.

No sabes cuantas veces deseé permanecer ignorante ante lo que sentí y sigo sintiendo, recordandome que es solo una ilusion. Quisiera poder desprender mi alma y asi podar los trocitos que sembre pensando en tí.

Tengo que añadir que mi lo que te pediré a continuación no es negociable, favor mantente a salvo y feliz para recordarte en tu camino a la adultez y en tus años dorados, no dejes que algo te aleje de esta tierra que el dolor de pensar en eso sería tan insoportable para mí como lo es para el sol el eclipse.

No dejes de brillar y eso te lo pido desde el fondo de mi corazon, aunque no lo escuches jamás, es el ruego que se escapa de mi espiritu y ya se queda volando en el espacio que nos separa. Yo, aqui solo estoy tratando de vivir y recordar que solo fue una ilusion, pero, maldita sea, que dificil es alejarse de aquello que dio el latido de vida a mi alma.

Si muriera hoy, en este mismo instante, podría decir que conocí el amor? ya no estoy tan segura, mi mente me dice que eso no fue amor pero como niego lo que las grietas de mi corazón parecen dibujar sobre él? Y si fue solo una ilusión, dios, permite alejarme del amor si no es para quedarse a mi lado, por que si el dolor de una simple ilusión me quiebra no deseo conocer la lenta agonía del olvido.

Y asi mi muy querida ilusión me despido por ahora, aqui apenas llegan las 10 y en tu ventana ya empieza a amanecer.

Tuya en este preciso momento

Yo

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                                              "Aqui y Allá" - Edel Juarez (?)

Aqui haces falta
aqui, en un aqui de la manera más vaga
aqui es mi boca
la calle entre mis versos
aqui es el café, son las manzanas
aqui es la cama, el sillón, es la cocina
aqui es mi vida y este trocito de papel en el que escribo
aqui viene siendo el coche que entre mis piernas
y resulta que aqui vienes desde allá
allá que es donde no conozco
donde habitas, donde se han rallado tu pasado y tus memorias
allá me resulta tan extraño como
en el tarot le resulta enemigo
allá te mueves y te saludan sin saber
sin saber que llevas mi corazon en tus manos
y en el bolso mis sueños
que tu nombre ese con el que te saludan
ya no habita en ti
lo robo mi boca hace algunos días
que tu futuro no sera ya visto por ellos allá
aqui y allá se mezclan y desvanecen en un futuro
aqui se acaba y reinventa con tu llegada
allá se acaba al tiempo que termina mi espera

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..."Que sentirías tu de saber que te secuestró día a día en mi persona sabes acaso que no pienso devolver lo que no me diste" - Edel Juarez
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